Yoshi "Nanashi" Nanase (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
justonezero) wrote in ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
netslum2023-10-17 04:40 pm
justonezero) wrote in netslum2023-10-17 04:40 pm
Talking to Lily Last Week (un: Nanashi)
i was wrong. i really did talk to lily last week. or dv, or cubia, or whatever the name of that voice is.
when i said people should be able to return to reality, he said it was illogical to think people would be able to find happiness through others outside. and that it doesn't make sense for me to have hope for the world even though people outside hate me
he also decided that he likes me, so he decided to keep me. and since i called myself garbage, he said he'd fix me, but i'm so broken he wondered if it was better to break me down and make something new... i don't really know what he meant by those.
before he stopped talking, he told me he was giving me a gift so i could know what true happiness is. i think that's why i forgot how much people in reality hate me. ...i think he wanted to show how much happier i'd be if i stayed in the game and forgot about the outside world. but now that i remember it all, i don't want to stay here. so i guess that didn't work.
did anyone else who talked to him lose something too? and has it come back yet?
when i said people should be able to return to reality, he said it was illogical to think people would be able to find happiness through others outside. and that it doesn't make sense for me to have hope for the world even though people outside hate me
he also decided that he likes me, so he decided to keep me. and since i called myself garbage, he said he'd fix me, but i'm so broken he wondered if it was better to break me down and make something new... i don't really know what he meant by those.
before he stopped talking, he told me he was giving me a gift so i could know what true happiness is. i think that's why i forgot how much people in reality hate me. ...i think he wanted to show how much happier i'd be if i stayed in the game and forgot about the outside world. but now that i remember it all, i don't want to stay here. so i guess that didn't work.
did anyone else who talked to him lose something too? and has it come back yet?
no subject
They're like a childhood friend if online ones count, and from a precious time in my life.
I just... couldn't let them see me like that. It's from a part of my life they never got to see, so I wanted to protect that old friendship, even when I didn't care about protecting myself.
no subject
We all need to lean on each other here or we're all going to go crazy from stress.
no subject
I think I know what's going to happen the longer we're here, and I should tell them about that too.
[ Spicy dessert... ]
no subject
Now that that convo is over she's just going to have a quick cry somewhere before he gets around to finding her.]
no subject
Maybe. ]
no subject