Talking to Lily Last Week (un: Nanashi)

[justonezero]

i was wrong. i really did talk to lily last week. or dv, or cubia, or whatever the name of that voice is.

when i said people should be able to return to reality, he said it was illogical to think people would be able to find happiness through others outside. and that it doesn't make sense for me to have hope for the world even though people outside hate me

he also decided that he likes me, so he decided to keep me. and since i called myself garbage, he said he'd fix me, but i'm so broken he wondered if it was better to break me down and make something new... i don't really know what he meant by those.

before he stopped talking, he told me he was giving me a gift so i could know what true happiness is. i think that's why i forgot how much people in reality hate me. ...i think he wanted to show how much happier i'd be if i stayed in the game and forgot about the outside world. but now that i remember it all, i don't want to stay here. so i guess that didn't work.

did anyone else who talked to him lose something too? and has it come back yet?

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un: updeto

[deto]

[ he knows most of that, but he’ll answer that last bit. it’s something he’s been wondering too ]

I don’t know if I’ve lost anything. Do I seem different from when we first met?

[justonezero]

i don't think so?

[Hmmm...]

what do you think about buying some fancy bento when we get outside?

[deto]

Well, that’s that. Guess I didn’t lose anything.

[ maybe he’s too new ]

You mean the tiered ones?

[justonezero]

yeah. a really expensive one.

actually, we could splurge on spending all day!

[deto]

[ splurge… his wallet cries. anyway gonna stop typing all properly. dunno why he even tried ]

nacchin

[ rather than yoshi since this is public ]

is your family like
super rich or something

[justonezero]

no... but you seemed really frugal so i was kind of hoping you'd say no at some point...

[It was an Attempt.]

[deto]

?
why would i say no to you

[justonezero]

please don't ruin yourself financially for my sake!!

[deto]

the point of saving money is to spend it on important things so
what’s more important than you
?

[justonezero]

housing? food????

[deto]

i


can probably go longer without food than i can go without you





so

[justonezero]

PLEASE PRIORITIZE FOOD AND SHELTER

[deto]

[ deto sleeping on the streets of mac anu, eating raw mushrooms off the ground… ]

ok but
we’re talking about two different things
money spent on necessities is something you already have to factor in when saving

[justonezero]

you deserve a nice place to live and nice food too

[deto]

[ consider: ]

if i get you nice food i also get nice food
and if i’m living in a nice place then so are you
that’s the plan
right

[justonezero]

i guess that is right!

[deto]

hey you what’s with that big pause

[justonezero]

couldn't think of a counter argument...

[deto]

nacchin…
ok let me clear something up
i like to spend money on people i care about
i’m the type of guy who’ll put in a lot of research
a lot
to make sure what i’m buying is worth the price
in terms of happiness gained, not money saved

tho i won’t lie and say that doesn’t factor in at all
it does

[justonezero]

i don't actually need that much

[deto]

that’s also why i want to make it count

[justonezero]

you're way too good, you know that right?

[deto]

not really
i’m pretty average

[justonezero]

you aren't at all

[deto]

then i’m mediocre?
kidding
as long as you think i’m something
that’s all that matters