un: Mr_Misteaks, 9/2 9pmPST

[gluttoning]

mithrun isn't answering his phone

[This is the only thing that's posted before he goes straight back to his phone to keep trying anyway.]

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[gluttoning]

[Something about all this infuriates him in a way that he knows he might just punch Tylor across the nose had they been in the same room. But he doesn't know what, or why, and grief and fatigue are ripping his focus apart.]

just dont treat this like a joke tylor

please

youre going to make people angry



i want to think hes out there but if something really has happened then im going to regret every second i dont try to find him

[tylorific]

Oh, but I'm not. this wouldn't be a very funny joke at all anyway.

besides, if something's happened then it's already happened so there's nothing we can do about it, right? he's not at home, he's not answering, and I'm an ocean away.

I can't even walk to his house. so I believe he's out there somewhere, even if I can't hold him in real life right now.

and if i knew where he was, i'd swim!

[gluttoning]

[He doesn't know what else to say to this. It's so borderline flippant in a way he knows Tylor just is by default, acting as though Morgan is just running behind on an errand rather than missing.

But he doesn't have the words. He doesn't know how he feels about any of this perspective, good or bad.

...]

im sorry tylor

[Tylor must be hurting more. Tylor must be doing what he thinks is right to deal with it. He can't have the attitude Tylor wants here.

Maybe it would be better to not speak of it at all.]

[tylorific]

Oh, don't be! It's not like you did anything wrong.

But here's my number in case you find anything. I sure hope he's remembering to eat.

[gluttoning]

i know

i mean more it hurts when someone you love isnt there anymore

im sorry if it's hurting



ill let you know tylor

thanks

[tylorific]

well then I'm sorry if it's hurting you too.

but i still think everything will be okay.

[gluttoning]

yeah. okay.

[He wishes he could believe it.

He doesn't respond on his own feelings. He doesn't want to think about it again, again, brutal and raw. He'd rather try to get through this call on his phone, even though it's looking a little hopeless.]

[tylorific]

[ There is a long delay, after what is probably hours of him waiting for Morgan to revive. ]

Thanks Bear


for caring about him so much.

[gluttoning]

[He can't sleep so he sees the message rather quickly.

It makes his chest want to cave in on itself, having this conversation. It hurts to talk about, and it hurts to see Tylor still like this.

He can't be Tylor or Hani, with infinite faith. All he sees is red. All he hears is the nails. All he feels is guilt.]

i should be telling you that




ill text you

is that okay

[tylorific]

any time.

it's no fun waiting here anyway.