un: ramiel

[aphonik]

arent we supposed to be able to feel our real bodies all the time

why the fuck did i take my headset off to find out i whacked my face into the desk so hard i bled all over my keyboard

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[aphonik]

before this I kept feeling smthn like that

first i couldnt feel whatever i was touching, then I logged off and back in and was fucking blind. this place is a shitshow

[insinning]

that doesn't sound good.

you should probably stay offline until they fix whatever this is

[aphonik]

no shit

tempting. not that i have much else to do right now though.

[insinning]

You actually want to go through that again?

[will this be another person he has to save from themselves at the final stage?? smh]

[aphonik]

[ Listen. Don't fucking call him out. ]

i mean. no
i could just put a pillow under my head i guess

ive hurt way worse anyway

[insinning]

i really don't think it's a good idea if you don't even realise you're passing out

[aphonik]

i didnt pass out

[ Yet. ]

just whacked my face
although sounds like some people are knocking out

[insinning]

i think hitting your face and being unaware of it is usually a sign of passing out

[aphonik]

i mean. i dunno

maybe i did? was awake when i pulled it off but who knows.

maybe ill give it a few days just for this to heal. id rather not actually break my nose cuz i can’t explain that one without getting in shit

[insinning]

why would you get in trouble for getting hurt?

that's not your fault

[aphonik]

wouldnt matter

anything that happens to me is my fault anyway. like usual

[insinning]

that's not true

you didn't choose this

[aphonik]

what are you so dramatic for

its not like im not used to it anyway. dont be weird

[insinning]

i think most people would be concerned about this.

[aphonik]

yeah well
thats not how the real world works

you dont even know me

[insinning]

i don't

but when you say that the game is causing you real life injuries

and that you'd be blamed for it

of course people will worry. even if they don't know you.

[aphonik]

[ fucked up if true. ]

like anybodys gonna buy a video game made me crack my face into the desk. theyd just think i got into a fight again

and i dont get why youd worry about anyone who wouldnt do the same for you

[insinning]

do you have to have someone return that worry to be allowed to worry?

[ This is that, and that is this.]

[aphonik]

pretty pointless aint it

thats energy i sure dont have

[insinning]

i guess i do have that energy

maybe it is, maybe it isn't. but if you need help in game i will help

[aphonik]

what. do you think im pathetic or something??

i dont want your fucking pity. keep it to yourself

[insinning]

? it's not pity or thinking that way

[aphonik]

ya well whatever it is i dont fucking want it